December 2009
10 posts
She’s back and I know it’s going to change things =\
Dec 31st
So it’s nearly 3am and I can’t sleep. Go figure. I have a breakfast date with my mom at 7. Cheesy but it’s my last blog of the year. This whole blogging business has helped a lot. Which doesn’t make any sense because I could have just picked up a notebook at any moment and began writing. I guess it’s just our lazy generation that’d rather go in this direction. Well it’s been a good year. I’ve met...
Dec 31st
set yourself up
thanks. you’re really getting the job done now. keep this up and i’ll get over it. i know you’re sick but does it have to be all about you 24/7. ugh i hate that you’re like this yet i can’t hate you but continue caring about you more. i’m so pathetic. why am i so attached to you. i really need you to keep being an asshole so i can get over it because i’m...
Dec 27th
I hung out with a new friend today. I say new because today was the first time that I guess we’ve both kind of have opened up. I got to know her better as cheeesy as that may sound. I really enjoyed her company. She’s so chill and I like that she tells it like it is. She makes me think. I like that. haha. I like having conversations with people and she’s the conversation type. I...
Dec 19th
labels labels labels. that’s all society wants. do i have a label? no. “So what are you guys?” its been the question of the past two weeks. “Do you have a boyfriend?” What do you say to that? I don’t know man I don’t know.
Dec 19th
Finals are ALMOST over. I’ll be done by Tuesday and I’m really looking forward to not having to worry about school. Ahhh I’m eexcited. Work will be the only drag but alteast I get paid for it. My next two checks should be pretty sweet 20 hours on each, meaning $150 after taxes. Perhaps I’ll get my Christmas shopping done. We’ll see. I haven’t talked to many of...
Dec 15th
Free Until They Cut Me Down
I don’t know what I did but you aren’t talking to me. I know that you don’t agree with what I do but you’re supposed to be my friend and accept me and the decisions that I take. Let me learn the hard way but don’t give me the cold shoulder. I’ve always been there for you even with the things that I didn’t agree with. I guess I just expected you to do...
Dec 11th
Where my mouth is.
I may want it but I don’t need it. Will I regret it later? Possibly. But right now I’m content. Enough said. Will I eat my words? It’s more than likely. Whatever, I’m enjoying life. Take that! FINALS are here. YAY!! Sike!! haha. But hey this time around I actually was the one to start the study groups. Improvement from past semesters? Of course. I’m getting...
Dec 9th
Paradise Mix
As I’m talking to Amy we’re talking about her and David. She’s telling me about this stick figure drawing that he drew for her. And I said, “Oh Frank drew something for me like that too. And its super cute. I have it in my wallet where my ID goes. And when we were broken up I’d stop to just look at it when I’d be looking for something in my wallet” So...
Dec 4th
It’s creeping up on me Don’t know how to stop it Or if I want to. Let’s just wait and see …Still smiling only just a bit bigger
Dec 2nd