"one thing i can tell you is that this is not for good
this is temporary
you will find that person that will treat you how you should be treated. love you as much as you love them
anything else from now, to that point is insignificant
so you shouldn’t stress it as far as your “future” and “why it keeps on happening to you”
no one who is deep in love got it right the first time, trust me
it’ll take several trials to get one’s self ready
and when that time comes, it’ll be sweet. i promise. :):)"